talk to me
as if I’m good
as if I’m sweet
but fill me a pool
with the blood I’ve spilled
and imagine the horror
You’d be stunned to know
this careful girl
with her careful laugh
and her weak shadow
she’s the devil
Flutter and Crash
A simple “sweetheart”
She told me “thank you, baby”
and I didn’t know her
I’ve hardly interacted with her
but because it’s a her
and not a he
a warmth spreads throughout me
a touch of red fills my face
A simple gesture
that lasts a second
has me floating as I walk away
and then I’m angry
She isn’t mommy
they’re never mommy
You sit there behind the computer screen
telling me I’m gorgeous
Yeah, I’m real pretty baby
all the way over here
my finger making its way to my brain
as I dig out my boogies
if we’re going to play pretend
let’s at least make this interesting
Anonymous asked: i'm going to die tonight.
how frightening
how unfortunate
<3 die safely
midnights8 asked: excuse miss do you have any music recommendations?
I don’t listen to a lot of music. Try producing it!
mermaidsaliva asked: i love you <3
I love you, too.
bitch
Take a few minutes to stare at your face
and forget all the things they’ve said about it
bad or good
Take a few moments to outline each piece
Don’t ignore small flaws or deny the worst of them
hideous or not
Take each second
of your only lifetime
to love your self
unconditionally
our parents sucked
they fucked us up
so we do drugs
coming down coming down
all of us
just coming
d
o
w
n
minorviolence asked: You're not a mess, baby. I love you!
Eek! I love you, too!
listoftruths asked: tell me more about yourself...
I’m a mess.
Anonymous asked: What's something that motivates you?
As little as I listen to it, music does.
As much as I hate it, sadness does.
<.< well that’s more so inspiration
People motivate me. I don’t know what else could.
midnights8 asked: your last post made me think of a song by Stars called your ex lover is dead since i cant put a link in this you should look it up
That was absolutely wonderful.
midnights8 asked: Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth. - oscar wilde
That sums me up pretty well. Remove your mask of dishonesty and replace it with one where you can become someone else entirely. I suppose there’s always deceit. What fun is it if you’re known only as one person?
